Hosea is my favorite book of the Bible (well, next to the Psalms) ....
"... I will allure her, bring her into the wilderness and speak kindly to her ... she will sing there as in the days of her youth ..."
(3:14,15)Youth With A Mission is my wilderness. I've known it for a while, expecting this year to be a time of solitude with God; for Him to speak. I've never been terribly great at listening and I'm trusting that will change.
When God speaks of Hosea's prostitute wife (the image of Israel) He promises the wilderness not as a time of punishment, as it once was, but a time of renewal, of intimacy, of wooing and winning again a wayward bride back to Himself.
It shames me that what I most often expect from God are harsh words, pain and punishment - not the faithful lovingkindness He promises over and over. But He waits to have compassion on His children, to speak tenderly to them and to woo them again unto Himself.
I'm expecting God to break into my world. I've loved Him for the most of my life as best as I've known how ... but I know there's more. Much more. There's a growing, living, breathing intimacy He promises for the taking if we'll accept it. And I want it. More than anything. I guess I'm just not really sure how to get there.
I know for every question He has an answer .... and is excited to show us Truth. So this is my assurance - God aggressively pursues those He loves. And as I learn His character, I will learn how to pursue Him in return.
"I will betroth you to Me forever; yes, I will betroth you to Me in righteousness and in justice, in lovingkindness and in compassion, and I will betroth you to Me in faithfulness. Then you will know the Lord." (Hosea 2:19,20)